Caroline had the sweetest personality. She complained very little, even when her body was failing her. She was happy to be passed from person to person, making it easy for everyone to hold her who had any desire. When someone came to visit, holding her was usually a strong desire. I am happy that everyone who wanted to hold Caroline got the chance to bond with our special, beautiful baby girl.
One thing that Caroline did not like was having her clothing adjusted. Diaper changes were not her favorite – she did not like being exposed as some babies do. Most of all, she hated the touch of a cold stethoscope. Her nurses always did their best to warm up the stethoscope before taking a listen, but she still complained about having her clothes disturbed. My husband and I got very good at listening through her clothes for the “puff” in her stomach to check that her feeding tube was in position. She was much happier when we were able to keep her clothes on while feeding her.
Caroline loved cuddles. We spent many hours together in a rocking chair or on the couch with her on her side pressed against my chest. She loved looking around at new surroundings. She loved the feel of warm sunshine. She loved music. She loved showing off her many girly outfits.
I love and miss everything about my sweet, precious daughter. See you soon, Caroline. Mommy loves you.